You know what? I don’t care how badly we ended I will always care for him and he will always have a place in my heart because I genuinely cared for him. He was my everything at one point, he was the only reason why I got up some days. He knew exactly when something wasn’t okay, he knew exactly what to say, he dealt with all my mood swings, he knew when my anxiety got bad and how to calm me down. He was the one person I was most comfortable with and the person I was most open with about everything. I miss the connection with him more than everything. I don’t know if I will ever love someone like I loved him and I don’t know if anyone will know me like he did. Yes, I miss him still to this day and that’s okay but it wasn’t our time and I don’t know if it ever will be okay.
